So i moved out and started my path of self rehab my first move was crap because i moved in with a closet coc head and oxycoton head but i moved right as i found out still listening to this song i moved in with my mom at 19 as much as i hated it i got better now at 21 im clean back in school 14 credits shy of graduation and soon to be married and joining the great USAF(United States Air Force) to be a mechanic to later open up my oun garage and racing team for mods and muslce mods This song single handedly might have saved me from an iminent spiral even farther downfor about 3-4 years befor this album cameout i was gettin involved with some bad stuff i was 14-18 i was skipping school doing drugs drinking partying and eventualy moved onto selling drugs and wasting alot of time and youth it got to a point were i would get high maybe 5-6 times a day and just go to work come home and sleep play video games to kill time befor and after work i dropped out of school when i was 16 and barely went befor that from 16-18 i worked and made a total of around $15,000 those 2 years and spent probably 14,000 or so on drugsĮver since siren songs came out i fell in love with RA's music and they way they wanted to reach out and touch people but i just was never touched i looked up all there other cd's and still felt the same but it wasnt untill this song that i was touched the day it came out i went down to best buy and picked it up and right as i heard this song i listened to it for im gonna say almost 2-3 days straight and i just took a long sober look at my life and realized what the hell do i have to show for it what possative thing can i say i did.nothing except when iw as really young. NOT A TRANSLATION BUT WHY THE SONG IS IMPORTANT TO ME: (Life isn't like this, life isn't like this)īut life isn't like this, life isn't like thisĪre we verging on an answer, fucking up my? I'm excel at quitting early, you're fucking up my lifeīut how we survive, is what makes us who we areĪll smiles and sunshine, a perfect world on a perfect dayĮverything always works out, I have never felt so fucking greatĮverything always works out, I have never felt so great I shirk my obligations, I miss all your deadlines
I'll take a deep nod in agreement, a status quo exile How we survive, is what makes us who we areĪn obvious disinterest, a barely managed smile We've all been sorry, we've all been hurt Is to give up on your hopes and dreams, give up on your? To spend your waking moments, simply counting time Somewhere between happy and total fucking wreckįeet sometimes on solid ground, sometimes at the edge
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